"So tired and So empty"
i havent written blogger for long time and now im relaxing at home because crazy people went back to stockholm...ahaha.
I spent so much money and time with them.
But now...i miss them a lot a lot...
it was kinda strange in the beginning, but now i feel that i have someone really close and nice in another land.
Before i get to know them, i couldnt really understand me, other people, how they consider lives, how they see the world....
but i recognized that life is not so bad as i think...
I am lonely and empty now.
but im not sad anymore.........thats the most important thing.
and i also realized how nice scandinavin people are in general once again....but i was embarrased and ashamed by weird, drunk japanese girls in roppongi......shit......iam scared of japanese girls now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today, i really really missed Teresa........!
I was thinking about my best friends....and i really need her here with me.
I will be knocked out if i dont have some like her beside me.....because u really have to be strong here in tokyo.
I guess im too weak to see everything, every nasty and dirty things happening here....
i just cant stand being here....!!!!!!!!!!!